You frighten me
Your confidence, your wit
Your perfection
Oh how you frighten me
Yet I’m drawn by some invisible thread it seems
To your substance, your beauty within
I daydream again!
Still I’m frightened,
How it stings when I receive vague replies
How it feels when a text isn’t replied
The struggle I go through before always texting first
To continue or to move on?
Self preservation beckons
But I’m stuck
I hope you reciprocate but I know you don’t
I dream you feel the same way but..
Oh how I’m stuck
I saw it coming but I was weak, suicidal maybe
I rushed over the steps, I ignore the signs
Now its late
Let nature take its course
My future broken heart, I wait
But now the flames of hope still burn bright
Maybe time will help, maybe not
Maybe your viewpoint may change
Now though, your beauty my heart arrests, your mind my body excites
I hate my state but I love it
I know I should give up but I won’t
And I will take nothing back if given a chance
Nothing back.